I did a big thing today. I asked my church to pray for me. Every week the pastor says, "Are there any prayer requests?" and then we pray over those things as a church. Today, I raised my hand and said that I'd been feeling a lot of anxiety. Of course, I started crying. But it was good to be prayed for, and it reminded me that I can trust God to take care of me.
Why was this a big deal? I dunno. I'm a major introvert and spend my 'life' inside my head, in my thoughts. But it's lonely in here and I realized I needed some PEOPLE, some fellowship with PEOPLE and with GOD.
Being a person-with-hermit-tendencies when you've got the HoHums in a daily way is not a 'good thing'. But, I'm seeing some light at the end of the tunnel.
Thank You God.
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